I can't emphasize it enough: if you do what you've always done, you'll get what you've always got. You don't know what you want? You're somewhat satisfied, but something is itching? Something feels not complete? Do you think things will change, without you changing?
When you keep going, keep being distracted, being addicted to your phone, don't have one free moment for yourself, you'll keep dancing in the same circles all the time. If that is what you want - perfect. If it is not what you want - it is up to YOU to make a change.
Do you feel done? Done with where you are at, and ready for a change? To REALLY make a change? To discover who you are and what you want? Ready to step our of your victim role and take responsibility for yourself? To know that your feelings and your life is happening the way it is, because of you. And not because of something or somebody else.
YAY! That is awesome! Three steps that can help you from here:
1. Sit down.
Deep down you know what you want, find the time to listen to it. To sit down, become silent, go offline. Sit with yourself and listen. Ask yourself: what do I want?
2. Follow your curiosity.
What are you excited about? What would you like to know more off? Follow that.
Feel the fear and do it anyway.
Who inspires you? Go talk to that person. Need help? Get help. Join a course, read a book, hire a coach, meet-up with a friend and inspire each other. Even when it is scary: feel the fear and do it anyway.
With all my love. GO!