ON JEALOUSY

Ok, an honest, personal post.. that's where the growing is right?

- On.. jealousy -

This girl. When I was in one of my baddest moods ever like two years ago, she was unexpectely staying over in my house and well.. I wished she did not exist. Me being super grumpy, she super happy sunbathing in her underwear. This girl is traveling around the world, dancing, enjoying life.. And man, I had such judgements towards her. Too 'sexy', too free, too confident, too much enjoying life - like: this can't be real. And, more importantly: this is not for me.

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So I closed off. I've sort of erased her from my memory, or at least I've tried haha. But I would not be me if I would not investigate these kind of situations. And I've found that in my resistance towards her, I've discovered jealousy. I was jealous of her freedom - of living, of being, of expressing. Aha.. So what can I learn from this woman? After I met her in real life, I became more curious and opened up.. and started following more of her work.

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I've joined one of her free courses and more after that, and uhm YES. It literally turned my world upside down. It made me way more confident in what I do, gave me the tools to actually make my dreams happen, made me step up my game, and well.. tomorrow starts my third retreat of this month which would probably not be the case if I did not open up for this program. Super thankful for turning jealousy into curiousity, learning and eventually dancing together :)

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Do you recognize? I wonder, do you find yourself being jealous sometimes? Who are you jealous of, and what is it trying to show/teach you?

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If you've been following me, you've seen the shift. And I can say that Ronja & her partner Leonie have been a big part of my support and inspiration. This stuff works. And, they are hosting another free week of inspiration, so no risk at all. Just short, deep and playful inspiration sessions for the day.

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It is so nice to invest in yourself, even only a few minutes per day. So if you're curious, this is my invitation for you to open up, let these ladies help and inspire you. You can find more info/sign up here:

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http://liveyourpassionchallenge.com/welcome…

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And Ronja, you rock. Thanks for the reflections, sharing yourself - looking forward to more singing and dancing together